TOYA - femelle, de taille moyenne, née environ en juin 2017 - (UKRAINE) REMEMBER ME LAND - DECEDEE

Toya , I see your pictures and it still brings me to tears. It’s just breaks my heart that you never got to find your forever, loving family. You survived Borodyanka and we had hopes , The rest of your family was blessed and found happiness. I don’t understand why you didn’t get to. Love you Angel Toya

Toya , I hope you are running and playing with your friends over the Rainbow bridge . I so wish you would have had the opportunity here . Toya , you will always be in my heart

Toya ., another month has passed . The 8th will always be a sad day . I keep you in my heart

Toya , another Friday , another realization you trusted those who promised to take care of you , as did I , only to find out they let you starve and be killed . Toya , you are always on my mind and in my heart

Toya, I think of you all the time . I just can’t stop the heartbreak. Toya

Toya , another Friday , and still on my mind , I can’t stop thinking about why you never got to live a life of love with a family .. I’m so sorry . Toya

Toya , I can’t stop missing and thinking about you Toya. I wonder if you’re just gave up and let them fight you for the food because you felt as everyone had left you alone. After surviving Borodyankago with your mom and your brother and sister you were sent away to a place far from them, they all found families. And than those who came with you , Umka, Bailey , Sheridan and Robyn all left this second hell . You didn’t know but Alison was coming to save you , but it was too late . Toya , my heart is broken forever for you

Toya , I look up at the heavens and hope you are running and playing like you never got to do here . Always love you Toya

Toya, all you ever wanted was to be loved . So scared , never knowing a loving home , you probably wonder what you did wrong , that you had to suffer like you did. Precious Toya , you did nothing wrong , you were such a good girl . I’m so sorry , someday Toya will I meet you . You are always in my heart

Toya , are you running in the clouds above ? I always think of you

Toya , I go through your pictures and see what a good girl you were . I’m so sorry you never got to share your love with anyone

Toya, are you running in the fields , happy and safe . Things never had a chance to do here . I’m so sorry Toya . My heart stays broken for you

Toya, 9 months ago today we were told , you were killed . That morning changed the world , an innocent life gone forever . Every morning I would look at your picture and pray for your safety and a forever loving home , now still every morning I look at your picture but instead I cry and look to the skies . Toya

Toya , I still remember the emptiness when they told us you were killed . The anger and total sadness . I see you in your pictures and know the hope I had for you is gone . I asked so many times , to make sure you were safe , that we would pay extra . But they lied to us and said you were safe . It’s my fault for trusting. Toya you will always be in my heart

Toya , another week , and still thinking about you . Wishing and apologizing doesn’t change anything . Just hoping you are safe and happy now . Will always love you

Toya , all I can think of is how you were let down over and over . I think you just finally gave up , everyone you knew all your life was gone . Your mom, sister , brother , Umka, Bailey , Sheridan , Robyn .,If only you could have waited another couple weeks you were going to be rescued .,That’s one of the reasons I just can’t stop thinking of you . Always in my heart Toya

Tous dans nos cœurs ceux qui sont partis sans qu'on puisse les sauver...

Yes so heartbreaking, will never forget

Toya , are you running and playing , I do want to believe that . So you are never hungry or scared again . There’s a saying “ If love could have saved you , than you would have lived forever “ . I will always hold you in my heart ,Toya

Her last picture ever

Toya , another month , another thought of all you never got to do . Toya

I miss you Toya

The second part of grief , thinking of all the parts of life you will never experience. Toya

Toya , every Friday I think of you even more . Toya , you deserved a loving family , you were a good girl, your life mattered. I will always love you.

Toya , I wish you knew how important you were . And how I always love you